{"id":129,"date":"2015-05-04T13:11:18","date_gmt":"2015-05-04T13:11:18","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.dabreez.net\/?p=129"},"modified":"2015-05-05T06:15:50","modified_gmt":"2015-05-05T06:15:50","slug":"darkness-darkness","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.dabreez.net\/?p=129","title":{"rendered":"Darkness Darkness"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>The moon this morning was still full, the sky so clear, the world seemed cracked open under it\u2019s soft yellow\u00a0gaze. As I walked with Jake, I felt my body relaxing. This, in so many ways, is how I pray -body first.<\/p>\n<p>Eventually I reached a point where I could stand and see the moon centered on my skyline, the trees opened up, and I stood up straight and reached out with my mind. I prayed some more. I felt the distance and the vastness, I felt that darkness on the far side, and longed for the flight around that far curving arc. That desire to know that space pulls at my heart. And so, feeling her power, I asked for a blessing on my new love.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cYou have the legs for it,\u201d I\u2019d told her the other night, her arms wrapped around me in a dark corner of a local pub. She\u2019d said \u201c I wish these were my legs,\u201d as she aqueezed me. My mind was lost in the softness of that long sweep of her inner thigh.<\/p>\n<p>Like that long line\u00a0of sky traveling round to the dark side of the soft full moon on this morning. This is my track and my love, and so I pray for us now.<\/p>\n<p>We\u2019re building a web of dark energy to sustain our magic, bar to pub, plant to tree, and watery depths. I know it was fueled by our darkness, our efforts to work out issues so hard and deep these past years, this in such close proximity to each other that our hearts seemed to be breaking from the acceleration.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cDark matter is the invisible &#8216;web&#8217; that holds galaxies together; \u2026 the even more mysterious force that is pushing the cosmos apart.\u201d &#8211;\u00a0<em><a title=\"Dark Matter Unveils First Results = bbc\" href=\"http:\/\/http:\/\/www.bbc.com\/news\/science-environment-32284995\" target=\"_blank\">Dark Matter Unveils First Results<\/a><\/em><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>The moon this morning was still full, the sky so clear, the world seemed cracked open under it\u2019s soft yellow\u00a0gaze. As I walked with Jake, I felt my body relaxing. This, in so many ways, is how I pray -body first. Eventually I reached a point where I could stand and see the moon centered &hellip; <a href=\"http:\/\/www.dabreez.net\/?p=129\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\"> &#8220;Darkness Darkness&#8221;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","enabled":false}}},"categories":[9],"tags":[],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p3UYCu-25","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.dabreez.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/129"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.dabreez.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.dabreez.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.dabreez.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.dabreez.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=129"}],"version-history":[{"count":5,"href":"http:\/\/www.dabreez.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/129\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":136,"href":"http:\/\/www.dabreez.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/129\/revisions\/136"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.dabreez.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=129"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.dabreez.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=129"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.dabreez.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=129"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}